Race to Consumption
The space between each fry is a
salted agony of anticipation. It begins
with the passing dance, a fidgeting fumble of golden fried potato stick tossed
from hand to hand in attempt to feed before temperature allows tactile
tangibility. Greasy grain-prints linger
as testimony to failure at making it to mouth.
The clock ticks in digits of eons passing. Mimicry of blow-dryer, oral cavity forms
circling orgasms, exhales to hurry the steaming prize home. Tentatively testing, teeth pared of lips clip
just the tip. Still too soon. The rush of internal steam scalds gums and
tongue. Reverting to OCD calming
methods, individual fries become building sticks, boards in a make-shift fence
to hold taste buds at bay. Mania cannot
be contained for long, creeps in from the sides in the form of napkin
fans. Soon the succulent morsels and
tongue-tempered and slide home in quick succession. What was once an eternity between bites is
diminished into a continuous stream of crispy cased carb delights. Indivisible.
Indistinguishable. The enjoyment
flows, barely divisible by breath. Then
it happens, that finite moment that slams like a door. The space between becomes the space that
falls at the finish. Box, tray and hands
are empty of all residual trace elements of edibleness. Regret builds like bile in the back of your
mind as you wish you had hesitated, allowed those brief respites to evolve,
unhurried, into a prolonged ration, lasting longer than the five fevered
moments of unchewing engorgement that just passed.
A.J. Huffman has published seven solo chapbooks
and one joint chapbook through various small presses. Her eighth solo
chapbook, Drippings from a Painted Mind, won the 2013 Two Wolves Chapbook
Contest. She is a Pushcart Prize nominee, and her poetry, fiction, haiku,
and photography have appeared in hundreds of national and international
journals, including Labletter, The James Dickey Review, Bone Orchard,
EgoPHobia, Kritya, and Offerta Speciale, in which her work
appeared in both English and Italian translation. She is also the
founding editor of Kind of a Hurricane Press. www.kindofahurricanepress.com
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